The brown skinned girl

"Life is a blank canvas of possibilities;  you are in control of what the finished picture could look like." There was a time in my life in early 2020 when I had lost myself.   I lost my sanity, my relationship, my goals everything!  I hadn't  felt such aimlessness in my life. My consciousness had shaped my reality by restricting my own value in my eyes. It was as if  I did not hold any value to the world more than my pay package. I blamed  God for all the things that happened to me. I blamed people  for politics during my placements. Every morning I woke up to feeling like a loser and envied other's achievements and paychecks.  My focus had shifted from myself to the impact others had on me, my life and my career.  My Baba (father) says, "Morning shows the day". But I just wouldn't wake up and see the sun anymore, which I used to love so much. Every morning, when I used to look at myself in the mirror I couldn't recognize the person I had be...